sweety apple pie*

money*

2011-06-07T03:17:00.000-07:00

Its not about the money money money!
We dont need your money money money!

Ala....aku tak heran kau punya duit lah dogol.
Aku tahulah kau banyak duit kerja kat Sepital tu.
jangan nak berlagak sombonglah wey!
aku tak minta sesen pun duit kau tulah wey!.
esok² kau dah ada anak sendiri, kau akan tinggalkan juga budak tu.
sudah²lah heh!
Aku boleh beli apa saja yang anak aku nak esok hari,tak payah minta sesen pun duit kau!
SEKIAN.

.the end.

D A N I A L A S H R A F bin M O H A M M A D S Y A F I Q

2011-05-07T02:03:00.000-07:00

Namanya diberi oleh Daddynya.
Dilahirkan tanggal 29 November 2010,tepat jam 12.43tengahhari dengan berat 3.06KG, dan sekarang sudah berusia 5bulan setengah.
Riuh mulutnya,sudah pandai bermain,minta diambil, dan pelbagai lagi.
Alhamdulillah,dilahirkan dalam keadaan yang cukup sifatnya,dan sehat.
Itulah dia,anak atau zuriat kurniaan Allah SWT kepada kami berdua.
D.A.N.I.A.L A.S.H.R.A.F BIN M.U.H.A.M.M.A.D S.Y.A.F.I.Q

.the end.

B E A U T Y

2011-05-07T01:23:00.000-07:00

Perlukan duit ke untuk cantik?
Bukan apa, aku teringin juga, kadang² bila melihat perempuan² cantik, nak juga aku jadi seperti mereka.
Duit tu penting juga, kalau duit tak ada,rasa tak guna juga.
Apa perlu aku lakukan?
Walaupun "Natural Beauty", tapi aku terasa kekurangan.
Tak mengapa,aku mesti berusaha,aku yakin 1hari nanti aku boleh,boleh dapatkan apa yang aku tak ada sekarang ini.
mungkin 2 tahun akan datang,InsyaAllah.
Aku mesti yakin.

.the end.

weeehhheeeehhhee~

2011-03-17T22:44:00.000-07:00

Apa saja untukmu.
Tak ku hiraukan waktu.
Lagi apa ek?
Apa² jelah heh janji aku bahagia.
Kekekeke!!!!

.the end.

my baby is//////

2010-04-11T06:09:00.000-07:00

A L H A M D U L I L L A H !

.the end.

Ya Allah daku bersyukur!Amin!

2010-04-10T02:17:00.000-07:00

Akhirnya ianya menjadi detik terindah.
Dalam kehidupan kami.
A L H A M D U L I L L A H.
Walaupun aku belum buat apa-apa pemeriksaan kehamilan .
Aku yakin ramai yang mendoakan.
Terima kasih kawan-kawan.
Terutama sekali Lin, Meera ,Amiey, kak Anne & semua sekali yang dikenali.

.the end.

my husband said

2010-03-28T22:04:00.000-07:00

If the baby is girl,
he give a name :
N o R D a y a n a A m a n d a.

But if its come out is a Baby Boy,
he said he will give a name :

M o h a m m a d A s h r a f
its on you DARL,i ♥ you damn much!~

.the end.

congrates to my sister-in-law

2010-03-25T21:50:00.001-07:00

To my Darl.
Congrates for your new comer(soon).
Abang & akak share the happiness too!

It makes me more patient to become a mother.
I know im willing to pragnent.
& i know i will have the reward soon.

.the end.

pillows & blanket.

2010-03-25T21:34:00.000-07:00

Ok which mean
You are pillows & im your blanket.
f u l l s t o p .

.the end.

penuh tenang untuk menunggu kehidupan baru

2010-03-24T21:40:00.000-07:00

Masih setia menunggu.
Orang baru dalam kehidupan kami berdua.
Allah maha Adil.
Maha mengetahui segala keinginan kami.
Kemahuanku kemahuan suamiku dan keliling.

Terima kasih kepada yang memahami keadaan.
Tunggu dan lihat kepada yang kurang sabar.
Insyaallah segala tekanan akan dapat kami hadapi dengan doa.

.the end.

bisikan.

2010-03-24T04:16:00.000-07:00

Tuhan.
Daku Redha.
Daku terima ketentuan dari Mu

.the end.

perasaan.musnah.kemungkinan.

2010-03-22T20:24:00.000-07:00

hati .
Hasad dengki .
Dendam .
Busuk hati .
Kebencian .
Iri Hati .

Dan segalanya tentang perasaan.musnah.kemungkinan.

.the end.

cool

2010-03-18T02:16:00.000-07:00

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

And we used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

Yeah, I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we're hanging out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool
I know we're cool

C-cool, uh-uh
I know we're cool, uh-uh
Uh, I know we're cool
C-cool, yeah
I know we're cool
You knew...

.the end.

i want to know / i dont want to know

2010-03-16T22:17:00.000-07:00

Surprisingly!
You have been caught by your own time machine.
You neglect youself out from the line.
You suppose to be a good rolemodel for your own kind.
Why is it all happened on you?
Do stupid things will fulfill your hunger lust.
Is it will last forever?
You should ashamed to yourself.
Ashamed to your own future.
But its to late Darl!
Ashamed to your whole life.Its like a nightmare,haunted your whole life!.
You miserable!

What can i say.What am i supposed to do,Helping you?
Ouh crap!
Sorry i got my own life so
do your own life stupid!
Your are not my kind
You such a looser!
I am not accepting you as my kind.
On my knees!

.the end.

syafiq plus shahinaz equal to syaNazz

2010-03-16T21:28:00.000-07:00

Itulah kami.
Macam belangkas sebelum berkahwin,macam Grasshopper lepas berkahwin,HAHA!Buruknya!
kami tak merancang untuk mendapat zuriat,
tapi kami bersyukur jika Allah nak bagi kami zuriat secepat mungkin.
Usaha tangga kejayaan.
Kami sangat bahagia dalam dunia yang terlalu Havoc ni
Penuh pancaroba,penuh dugaan melampau.
Haih!Allah masih sayangkan kami.
Dia tahu apa kemahuan kami.

p/s:KEPADA MEREKA² YANG TAK BERAPA FAHAMKAN KAMI
TOLONG JANGAN BANYAK BUNYI.tq

.the end.

pasrah dengan dugaan hidup

2010-03-16T20:06:00.000-07:00

Aku tak sangka benda ini akan terjadi di dalam hidup aku.
Melibatkan dua keluarga,empat hati,empat perasaan.
Bingung membuatkan aku tak tentu arah memikirkan perkara BANGANG ni!.
Kasihan mereka!.Kau apa tahu?!

Ya Allah,Berikanlah aku kekuatan hati.
menempuh segala dugaan dalam hidupku dan suamiku.

.the end.

people,please do mind! ! ! ! !

2010-03-16T02:38:00.000-07:00

Hello Dear friends & fellows.
Please do mind about this heavy matter.
I am sure you all know what this things is?
As i know some couple they are not very alert about this kind of matter.
They simply avoid it.
Please dont!!!!
Play it with a safety "cap" to avoid you from difficult situation in future.

I heard & i saw so many human mistakes(GEJALA PEMBUANGAN BAYI/ABORTION).
This is stupid guy's!
What for?
Be matured!.You guy's ALL WRONG!
From now on
THINK BEFORE YOU DONE ANY STUPID THINGS
THAT CAN BE RUINED YOUR ENTIRED LIFE!!

.the end.

friend that very far far away

2010-03-10T01:02:00.000-08:00

Dayana,
I really² missing you,
Suddenly my mind THINKING of you Na....
You know something,since im married with Syafiq,im hoping to have a baby girl just like you....
her face,her eyes....
exactly like you Na.....
OMg,i cant stand it anymore,my eyes tears.....

I MISS YOU DAYANA!!!!

Al-fatihah.

.the end.

before you................

2010-03-03T23:26:00.000-08:00

Before you speak..........LISTEN .
Before you write..........THINK .
Before you spend..........EARN .
Before you criticise..........WAIT .
before you pray..........FORGIVE .
Before you quit..........TRY .

.the end.

feelings

2010-03-03T23:05:00.000-08:00

people will forget what you said,
people will forget what you did,
BUT........
people will never forget how you make them feel.

byAllan Choy

.the end.

she said

2010-03-03T22:57:00.000-08:00

.the end.

make myself busy...........

2010-02-24T18:35:00.000-08:00

YUP!.

.the end.

small things that make a BIG Difference

2010-02-09T20:04:00.000-08:00

There was a man taking a morning walk at the beach.
He saw that along with the morning tide,
came hundred of starfish and when the tide recedeed,
they were left behind
and the starfish were alive.
The man took a few steps,
picked one and threw it into water.
He went to the next and did the same and so on.

One after the other,
he kept throwing them back into water.
Right behind him
there was another person who
couldn't understand what this man doing.
He caught up with him and asked;
"What are you doing?
There are hundreds of starfish.
How many can you help?
What difference does it make?"
This man did not reply,
took two more steps,
pickup another one,
threw it into the water and said;
"It makes a difference to this one."

What difference are we making?
BIG or small,it does not matter.
If everyone made a small differences,
we'd end up with a BIG difference,
wouldn't we?.

.the end.

pergilah kau jauh

2010-02-08T20:50:00.000-08:00

Perasaan oh perasaan .
Tolonglah jauhkan dari diri aku.Aku dah tak sanggup .
Kadang² untuk menerima hakikat ini .Haih!
Tuhan sahaja yang tahu .
Macam mana aku nak bagitahu, entahlah .
kusut!.

.the end.

holiday dreaming

2010-02-05T19:13:00.000-08:00

Bila lah semua ni nak menjadi satu kenyataan dalam kehidupan aku?
hanya untuk satu kali pun cukup
Cuma ingin merasa.
Keadaan di negara orang.
Cuma nak membanding
Cuaca di negara orang
Cuma nak meneliti.
Keseronokan bila dah berada di negara orang.

Kalau lah mimpi ini menjadi satu kenyataan dalam kehidupan aku.
Aku akan bagitahu diri aku yang aku dah mencapainya.
Dalam apa jua keadaan,aku tetap menunggu.
Impian itu akan menjadi satu kenyataan dalam hidup aku.

.the end.

Quot of the Day

2010-02-04T20:09:00.000-08:00

I'll try my very best to do////
Try to acheive it////
& let the pass to be the pass.

.the end.

fact about Cigarettes

2010-01-28T18:44:00.000-08:00

The world’s view on smoking cigarettes has changed dramatically over the last century.
The habit was once considered to be cool, sexy, good for your health, and widely enjoyed by many people.
It was promoted by sportsmen, and advertised all over television. No one could be seen acting in a movie without a lit cigarette in their hand!

Today, smoking is considered to be a nasty addictive habit that can kill you and those around you.
You wont find them advertised anywhere – nor will you see anyone smoking inside a public building.
It seems that these days smokers are considered to be anti-social and are often frowned at if seen smoking outside in crowded places.
There is 30 facts about Cigarettes but aku tulis separuh yang lain korang survey lah di Google,tq.

1. Cigarettes are the single-most traded item on the planet, with approximately 1 trillion being sold from country to country each year. At a global take of more than $400 billion, it’s one of the world’s largest industries.

2. The nicotine content in several major brands is reportedly on the rise. Harvard University and the Massachusetts Health Department revealed that between 1997 and 2005 the amount of nicotine in Camel, Newport, and Doral cigarettes may have increased by as much as 11 percent.

3. The American brands Marlboro, Kool, Camel and Kent own roughly 70% of the global cigarette market.

4. Cigarettes contain arsenic, formaldehyde, lead, hydrogen cyanide, nitrogen oxide, carbon monoxide, ammonia and 43 known carcinogens.

5. Cigarettes can contain more than 4,000 ingredients, which, when burned, can also produce over 200 ‘compound’ chemicals. Many of these ‘compounds’ have been linked to lung damage .

.the end.

you & me

2010-01-28T18:34:00.000-08:00

You are the cocaine,
Im the Heroin .

.the end.

what so ever

2010-01-28T17:51:00.000-08:00

Racoon????.

.the end.

Hubby [ Mohammad Syafiq ]

2010-01-28T17:19:00.000-08:00

Dear Hubby
Syafiq,

He is a very understanding person .
I cant belive what happen on me if he's gone .

Sincerly Your Wify
Shahinaz .

.the end.

earn the money

2010-01-28T16:33:00.000-08:00

"Money! Money! Money!
You're so funny
In a richman's World!"

I've work for money .Why do i care of people that always say "Wey kau jangan boros sgt Naz....."this & that!
Its my money,i earn it!
So why should i care about those people said!
They are just mumbling!
So i go on with it!
Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha!

.the end.

anerox

2010-01-26T22:16:00.000-08:00

Ya Allah!
Sudah berapa kali aku katakan yang aku bukan pengamal Aneroxia .

Bukan! Bukan! Bukan! Bukan!.

.the end.

Little things that matter - part I

2010-01-24T19:21:00.000-08:00

Never neglect the little things,
Never skip on that extra effort,that additional few minutes,
That soft of praise or thanks,
that delivery of the very best that you can do.
It does not matter others think it is importance,
however,what you think about you.
You can never do your best which should always be your trademark,
If you are cutting comers and shirking responsibilities,
Your are special .Act it .
Never neglect the little things .

.the end.

tiba masa aku

2010-01-20T20:36:00.000-08:00

Insyaallah rezeki aku ada satu hari nanti untuk menjadi seorang mama .
Biarlah, aku redhA dengan ketentuan Ilahi andaikata rezeki aku belum tiba .Tetapi aku tetap mencuba walau apa sekalipun .
Biarlah, aku redha mereka² yang bakal jadi ibu dahulu dari aku .Aku redha Ya Allah .
Sekalipun aku terfikir, mungkin ini adalah dugaan hidup untuk aku tempuhi bersama suami .

.the end.

sweet memories sigs 98'

2010-01-19T16:43:00.000-08:00

Ouh isnt that sweet?
Ingat lagi masa tu in primary school Sigs 98 .
End of the year je all of my mates including me mesti beli 1 notebook untuk semua mates tulis diorang punye "biodata & speech" .
Ain masih kau simpan benada ni ya?
Thnx ain for the sweet sweet sweet sweet memories .
♥

.the end.

London

2010-01-19T02:49:00.000-08:00

Cousin aku berada di London dalam beberapa hari ni .

Dia cakap :"
4 in the morning. I want to be a londoners forever! Everything is cheap! I got ed hardy shirt and AX shirt with only 30 pound,Lasenza 5pieces for 12 pound, pairs of clarks n nine west with 18 pound. Ive got everything below 100. No wonder they are stylish! *forget about the currency,* :p but still! Cheaper!"

some of our mates commenting about her status on Facebook
It sounds like this :

Wawa: ye la,, london wannabe.. evrythg cheaper ye? jd mcm aku.. avery mth g london.. muak.. lol~ jokes ye!! =P~
Cha: wa,ko pergi london free blh lah weh..tak kira ah. Kalau kerje mcm ko,every week pun boleh pergi. Kalau aku jadi ko pun muak. Tp kalau setakat jadi kerani cabuk kat office kat malaysia tu, mana mampu nak keluar duit dtg sini every week. Lain r kalau dpt laki kaya.. Tu pun tak dpt dtg every week. Lol. :D
Wawa: woopppsss... kene bancuh ke ni? aler babe, relax ler,,
Cha:wa time ni r aku nak show off kat org yg nak curi beg benetton ko dulu.. Asik die je nak show off, aku pun nak show off jgak. :p

Korang² bila lah kita dapat gathered sama² macam dulu² lagi kan? .Itu hari aku bz dengan realative sarawakian aku so tak pat nak join the club with korang semua .
Apa² pon aku sayang korang semua .Korang lah the best mates ever yang tak pernah aku jumpa .Thanx sebab sudi jadi kawan aku & the best thing is korang terima aku seadanya juga.....
♥

.the end.

sleep tight with romantic bed

2010-01-18T17:34:00.000-08:00

No Bed of Roses
A Difficult or bad situation
By : Allan Choy .

.the end.

cyborg

2010-01-18T03:59:00.000-08:00

I WOULD LIKE TO BE A CYBORG .
Would you like to be one of those?
come come come join me .
hehe!^_^*

.the end.

figure

2010-01-17T23:51:00.001-08:00

Do You Like My Figure dont you?
This is my true & my real Figure.Are you admire for it / inspire for it?

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Ya! aku tahu memang figure aku terlalu kurus .Tapi ada aku kesah?.
sebabnya aku dah ada orang yang aku sayang hingga saat akhir aku kat dunia nih.
So kau jangan judge figure aku macam kau punye figure tu dah cun melecun sangatlah kan?.
Or kau ada berbau cemburu?Haha!whatever lah wey!

.the end.

enjoyable,be able for it

2010-01-17T22:10:00.000-08:00

jump whenever you like to do .
Feel free to be free .
Run for your goldgoal,your future .Fly like you never fly before .
Cry harder before you laugh louder

.the end.

To be this

2010-01-17T20:39:00.000-08:00

Waiting In The Wings .
Ready to do something such as take over someone's job .
By :Allan Choy .

.the end.

my status of becoming A wife part II

2010-01-14T20:41:00.000-08:00

Its a great² expirience of becoming A Wifiey .

much LOVE
enjoyable
DARING & caring each other needs
respect.
responsibilities
missing each other
kissing hugging cuddles
say more LOVES word
still in a honeymoon mood
thats what i called i love you Syafiq!!

.the end.

Holiday ouh yeah

2010-01-14T00:30:00.000-08:00

I just came back from Sarawak .
Is a nice place to go .Relaxing everything .
Tapi tulah masa singkat sangat .Kurang² sebulan aku rasa nak stay kat sana .Nak explorelah katakan .
Aku makan ketam black pepper, ketam batu tu Masyaallah.....sepit dia sudah sebesar lengan aku .
Relative....huh jangan cerita....diorang tahan kitaorang ni like a prisinor .Ceh!
But....its the best memory that i've ever had with my husband .
B nak pergi lagi lah b..........

.the end.

13 hari tahun baru

2010-01-13T19:40:00.000-08:00

Sudah 13hari tahun baru berlalu .
Sekarang, bermulalah kehidupan baru dalam kamus hidup aku .
Punyai :
Suami-Ya!Aku cukup bahagia bila berdamping dengannya,
cukup indah, terasa cukup selamat bila dia mendakap aku .Ya!sangat bahagia!
Tolong Jangan ganggu kehidupan indah kami .TOLONG!.
Get Your Own life!SHhhuuhhh......
Kami cukup BAHAGIA .
Baby-Ada Rezeki tu, INSYAALLAH!.
Ya Allah lindungilah kehidupan kami dari segala kejahatan di dunia realiti ini yang penuh dengan segala dugaan²mu .AMIN

.the end.

A Hat also have their own Meaning

2010-01-13T19:22:00.000-08:00

Wear More Than One Hat
Have more than one set of responsiblities
By :Allan Choy .

.the end.

quot of the day

2009-11-12T23:00:00.000-08:00

John C.Maxwell :
Its wonderful when the people believe
in their leader ,
Its more wonderful when the leader believes in their people .

Winston Churchill :
Commitment in the face of conflict
produces character .

Walter Wriston :
All life is the management of risk,
not its elimination .

.the end.

fire burning

2009-11-10T20:15:00.000-08:00

Apa nak tulis ek ? .
Hidup ini penuh dengan dugaan .
Mengapa ya? .

.the end.

keperluan

2009-11-09T19:11:00.000-08:00

Keperluan Asas :
1) Hubby .
2) Sony Ericsson W660i .
3) Notebook .
4) Wireless .
5) Hair .
6) Baby .

Keperluan Harian :
1) Jeans .
2) Track Mary Jane Clarks .
3) Eyeliner .

Keperluan Yang diperlukan :
1) Digital camera / DSLR / Lomography .
2) New Clarks shoes .
3) Holiday trip to London .
4) Flight ticket .
5) Alphard / Saga .
6) Food .

.the end.

untuk si Bujat ku sayang

2009-11-08T20:01:00.000-08:00

Ya²,
Aku memang sayangkan kau!
Nak hug² kau sorang jelah!
tak ada sapa lagi dah .
Mohammad Syafiq Kamaludin .
Since 02/12/2003 .
Untill
Now and forever ever .
having a baby only with him .

Muah² i Love You Bujat .

.the end.

dignity | pride

2009-11-08T17:34:00.000-08:00

Still in the same meaning isnt it? ,

---------------------------------------------------
I think someone smells jealousy in here,

But do i care?!

Because "HE" dont know who is another "HE" for God Sake,
Another "HE" will disguise untill "HE" will got "HE"s satisfied on "HER",

Jealousy?

HE" should ask "HER",
And "HER" should answered "HE",

But another "HE" would never care if "SHE & HE" fighting each other or what so ever,
Another "HE" will close "HE"s account sooner,
Just wait & see what will happen on "SHE & HE" first .

-----------------------------------------------------------------

Janganlah kau nak cakap hal maruah kat perempuan tu yang sah² memang dah tak ada maruah haih!

.the end.

tiga minggu lagi aku menjadi seorang isteri

2009-11-04T20:54:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah .!
Sayang hanya untuk kau sahaja :

---------------------------------

MOHAMMAD SYAFIQ BIN KAMALUDIN .

.the end.

kurus itu cantik kata Priya,Benar kah?

2009-11-04T20:50:00.000-08:00

Entah lah kan .
Itu kata dia .
Tak tahulah kata orang lain .
Walaubagaimanapun aku bersyukur dengan apa yang ada sekarang .

.the end.

perut mula menyalak

2009-11-04T20:37:00.000-08:00

Sakit .
Tak tertanggung .
Bisa .

-----------------------------------

Lapar rupanya .
Aduh .

.the end.

aku mengharapkan keindahan bukan kemurungan

2009-11-03T16:51:00.000-08:00

Benar,
Aku dalam kemurungan,
Tak siapa yang tahu,
Hanya Allah S.W.T tempat aku mengadu,

Kenapa dan Mengapa?,
Jadi hal sebegini rupa?,
Aku dah mula rasa tak tertanggung lagi penderitaan ini,

Ya Allah,
Betapa besarnya dugaan yang kau berikan keatasku,
Tapi aku redha segala²nya
Aku tetap pasrah,
Aku tahu itu mungkin balasan dari dosa²ku,

.the end.

Perkenalan menjadi rapat

2009-10-21T20:54:00.000-07:00

Arwah memang sangat dikenali atas perwatakannya yang tak sombong .
Apabila The Times akan membuat persembahan di Jb,kami yang akan menjemput mereka di Hotel .Membawa mereke bersiar-siar ke sekitar Johor Bahru .
(Memeluk dan bertembung pipi bersama arwah itu yang menjadi kenangan kuat buat aku)
Pernah satu ketika arwah membawa anak kecilnya yang kami panggil Amanda berumur 1tahun 8bulan ketika itu .

Persis arwah,Amanda sangat bijak dalam bertutur,telus segala perkataan yang dia sebutkan walaupun ketika itu umurnya baru mencecah 1tahun 8bulan.
Hanya sekali itulah kami berjumpa dengan Amanda dan setiap kali mereka ada membuat persembahan di Jb kami akan menjemput mereka sehinggalah satu ketika kami mendapat berita rumahtangga arwah menjadi goyah,tak tahu apa puncanya dan aku tak nak ambil tahu.

Julai 2008,kali terakhir kami berjumpa arwah dan menjemput mereka di hentian Bus Larkin JB
dan kami sangkakan rumahtangga arwah sudah pulih kembali tetapi sangkaan kami meleset.Beberapa hari selepas kami berjumpa arwah kami dapat berita menghampakan bahawa mereka sudah pun sah bercerai.
Saat itulah kehidupan arwah terlalu sukar apabila kami melihat kesemua photo yang di muatturun ke Facebook / Myspace.
Faham hati seorang perempuan bergelar ibu yang inginkan terbaik buat tersayang bergelar ANAK.
Itulah kali terakhir kami mendengar berita arwah dan terus terputus hubungan dengannya .
Dan aku tahu bahawa arwah bekerja keras demi memenuhi kehendak anak kesayangannya .Dan aku juga tahu betapa sayangnya arwah terhadap Amanda .

Beberapa bulan selepas itu aku berkenalan pula dengan bekas biras arwah,Lin.Alhamdulillah dalam kotak pemikiran aku sudah nampak jalan untuk aku mencari arwah .Dari situ aku selalu bertanya khabar tentang arwah dan Amanda.Lin juga terlalu baik aku tahu walaupun baru sahaja mengenalinya dalam laman web .

Sehinggalah aku mendapat satu berita yang menyedihkan dari Lin.
Pada 18 Oktober 2009 Lin sampaikan berita sedih ini pada aku melalui sistem pesanan ringkas mengatakan Dayana meninggal dalam kemalangan dan Dayana rentung dalam kemalangan itu di kelantan.Allahuakhbar!Mengucap panjang.
Tapi aku tetap tidak percaya dengan berita tersebut kerana mayat belum dikenalpasti dan ketika itu aku berdoa mayat tersebut bukan Dayana.

Malam 19 Oktober 2009 berita utama Tv3 mengesahkan mayat tersebut adalah Wan Noor Diana Binti Mohd kamaruzaman 22tahun.
Allahuakhbar!mengucap panjang aku sekali lagi dan air mata pun meruntun jatuh .Aku bertanya sendiri mengapa Dayana meninggal dalam keadaan sebegitu rupa.
Allahuakhbar!Innalillahiwainnalillahirajiun.Ya Allah kau tempatkanlah arwah dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman Ya Allah.

Buat Amanda,Aunty tahu Manda mungkin tak mengingati aunty tapi walauapapun aunty Shenaz & uncle Syafiq juga menyayangi Manda dan
semua orang sayangkan Manda .Tabahkan hati Manda sekuat Hati ibu Manda .

Buat Arwah,kami amat sayangkan you dan kami redha atas pemergian you .May you rest in peace.Apa sahaja yang kita buat bersama ketika you di JB itu adalah kenangan paling indah dalam hidup i .Kenapa secara tiba-tiba pada 2minggu lepas i beriya sangat untuk meminta Lin memberikan no telefon i pada you?Dan beberapa hari selepas itu kita
terus tak akan jumpa sampai bila-bila pun .Ya Allah..................Al-fatihah.....................
Xoxo.....

.the end.

aku suka melihat perempuan yang cantik pada pandanganku

2009-09-16T17:55:00.000-07:00

Entah lah kan .Memang aku suka melihat perempuan cantik tapi tak bermaksud aku ni seorang LESBO .
Hurm aku kadang² terpegun tatkala melihat seseorang wanita itu pada pandangan aku dia sangat cantik .
thats why sometimes i wish " i had a body like her " or " i had a face like her " .But i cant do that .Its a fate .You have to be thankfull for your creator & send down straight to your life A HUSBAND .
so........hurm.......i dont know what to say .I just love it .thats all .

.the end.

you froud | sifat kau berlagak sombong

2009-09-10T21:33:00.000-07:00

Ada perempuan yang berjenis tak suka perempuan lain "lebih" sikit dari apa yang dia ada.
Ada juga perempuan materialistik yup .
Ada juga perempuan yang berlagak,konon dia lah manusia yang paling bagus sekali .
Ada juga perempuan yang suka kan perempuan yup .
Ada juga perempuan kira dialah paling konon cun habes kat muka bumi ni .
Ada juga perempuan.............................

Ah tak kiralah jenis perempuan apa yang aku nak type ni memang ada pada setiap
perempuan kat dunia ni termasuklah kau perempuan.alah kau buat-buat tak comfirm pula kan?

p/s :

AKU SUKA KALAU KAU TERBACA BLOG AKU NI .
Kalau kau terbaca bagus lah kan?sebabnya aku tujukan hal ni juga pada beberapa
makhluk yang rasa-rasa aku dia memang layak mungkin.HaHa!
FAKE!

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perihal mereka

2009-09-09T17:31:00.000-07:00

Alah bukan aku suka sangat nak jaga tepi kain mereka² tu .Cuma mata aku ni terlalu sakitlah melihat perihal mereka yang tergedik² macam entah apa² .
Kalau korang terbaca blog ni pun aku tak kesah korang nak fikir aku ni apa .Macam korang tak pernah kena situasi macam ni kan? .Hurm bukan aku nak jealous ke apa ke .Tolong lah .Aku bukan macam tu actually aku sakit hati .Eventhough she'd never cared about what's on me tapi aku masih geram kan kau lah bodoh! .Yelah kan suka² mulut dia je nak ckp aku ni perampas .Tolol betul lah .kau tu yang bongok tak reti² nak jaga hati dgn perasaan .haihs! .Dah lah macam Pe***** aku tgk semua pix kau tu .Hish kau ni entahlah .
TO MY READERS .
I AM SO SORRY .AKU TER EMO PULA .SEBAB AKU DAH TAK TAHAN DENGAN PEREMPUAN TU .

.the end.

sleepy head

2009-09-08T17:11:00.000-07:00

pergh mengantoknyaaaaa........
malas sgt nak pergi kerje.....
kerja melambak tak tahu nak buat mane satu haih! .Letih gila .Aduhai .
Kalau tak kerja tak ada duit lak .Lain lah if aku nih "DIBELA" .Hihs!jauh kan lah .Aku perlu bersyukur dengan apa yang ada & aku mesti kuatkan semangat yang aku boleh dapat apa yang aku nak .

I HAVE MY OWN GOLD .NOT LIKE OTHERS .
I JUST WANT TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY & MY HUSBAND LOVES ME .THATS ALL THAT MATTERS TO ME .

.the end.

my things zZzZzZzZzZzz

2009-09-08T02:33:00.000-07:00

You know something .I cant live without it .Its like they are my 2nd husband .
.SENTIMENTAL VALUE.

Ouh not forget my notebook .HAHA! .
Without it, i cant see all of my enemy .

.the end.

praggie

2009-09-07T20:54:00.000-07:00

wohooo......i cant wait for it .How is that feel when we realize that we are pragnent? .Wow isnt that merical .I really cant wait for it .

.the end.

gangguan mental | mentallity disorder

2009-09-07T18:28:00.000-07:00

Aku tak tahan lah macam nih .That wacko is keep calling me on and on .What a hell on earth this "makhluk Allah" want from me .Aku tak ganggu kau lah tolol dan aku tak kenal kau .Aku pun rasa pelik macam mana kau boleh dapat no phone aku .
Argghhh rasa nak tukar jeh no nih tapi aku sayang sangat .Its been 7 years am using it .No sama with my Sugar .Aih!

.the end.

forgave my sin Sugar

2009-09-07T17:23:00.000-07:00

I dont know what to say .I just want you to forgive me Sugar .Thats all .
Yeah i really know what i did on you and and i realized it clearly .But Sugar, for your information ,i have been try and and try but i failed you Sugar because of my anger my impatient for those who made me to be like one .

.the end.

picture perfect

2009-09-06T20:34:00.000-07:00

aku teringin nak buat poster hitam putih .Sebab hobi aku pun suka bergambar .HAHA!

.the end.

a girl called Shahinaz

2009-09-06T19:30:00.000-07:00

You are beautiful all over .
So anyboy could fall for you .
Dont try to be sexy .
Because :BEAUTIFUL BETTER THAN SEXY .

.the end.

quote of the day

2009-09-06T18:23:00.000-07:00

SEPTEMBER '09
Superiority-doing things a little better than anybody else can do them .
Orison Swett Marden .

JUNE '09
One who gains strength by overcoming obstacles possesses, The only strength which can overcome adversity .
Albert Schweitzer .

JULY '09
Change does not necessarily assure progress but progress implacably requires change .
Henry Steele .

.the end.

she called me a "snatcher"

2009-09-06T05:51:00.000-07:00

WHO ARE YOU TO CALL ME THAT????

Are you A God or something?? .
Hello....you think you are good enough to call me that? .
Memang layak lah aku gelar kau macam tu juga kan,besh tak?
what a stupid person is she? .Ikut sedap mulut kau jeh nak panggil aku tu .Ke kau yang BENGANG sebab aku sebar nama kau tu ek? .Yes!i am not satisfied with you Woman! .What makes me think is why do you still approve me? , or kau sengaja nak SHOW OFF ! .HAHA!Do you think i really likes to mind your hideous name?huh? .Yikes! .

can i just punch that stupid woman face?!
she called me A SNATCHER!
then suddenly she doesn't want to admit that she's admired him since she was fifthteen.
she said that he adored her but she never care.( i got a prove baby )
what is that suppose to mean?
and what a fucking ego woman is she?stupid.
i am not satisfied with you woman!pathetic.
i know you never cares about my relation with him.but why are you called me that?
is that mean you still CARE on us,huh?
you want to make the truth revealed?....answered me please if you read this
well hello,i put on purpose to adding you,lol.
because its been a few years im trying to find you.
i dont give a damn symphatatic on you,sorry.
you're just my fucking enemy.thats all.
you make me sick on you,lesbo.fucking slut.....till death.

WATCH YOUR MOUTH TOO FUCKING HEAD! .

.the end.

recovered and let it go.

2009-09-06T05:39:00.000-07:00

Hello.
iam now in the middle of recovered from heart sick.
i just ignore that woman.
no use for me torture this self solely because of her.
so i just let her be.

and no use also for me to get jealous of her.
what is so special "things" on her?
i dont think she had any special figure at anyway.

let she with her world.
there's no use to think about her.
there's no use to take revenge on her.
there's no use to mocking her.
there's no use to feel angry with her.
there's no use to cry because of her figure.
there's no use to remember her "name".
lets say : THERE'S NO USE TO THINK ABOUT HER ANYWAY!

i love this quote.
it's gave me a strenght to fight that stupid feeling on that woman.
it might sound like this :

the struggles im facing
the chances im taking
sometimes might knock me down but no im not breaking
i may not know it
but these are the moments that
im gonna remember most yeah
just gotta keep goin and i
i got be strong gotta keep on pushin on....

.the end.

my status of becoming A somebody's wife

2009-09-05T00:41:00.000-07:00

Well.....am happy and and i cant wait anymore longer .
Sometimes am trying to imagine how is our "BABIES" look alike .HAHA!
hurm.....its my new life coming soon and and am Thank to God who bless our love forever till our ends .Wow!its a merical though .

.the end.

it must have been love by Roxxete

2009-09-05T00:03:00.000-07:00

Lay a whisper
On my pillow
Leave the winter
On the ground
I wake up lonely
There's air of silence
In the bedroom
And all around
(All around)
Touch me now, I close my eyes
And dream away.

It must have been love
But it's over now
It must have been good
But I lost it somehow
It must have been love
But it's over now
From the moment we touched
'Til the time had run out.

Make-believing
We're together
That I'm sheltered
By your heart
But in and outside
I've turned to water
Like a teardrop
In your palm
And it's a hard
Winter's day
I dream away.

It must have been love
(Must have been love)
But it's over now
(But it's over now)
It was all that I wanted
Now I'm living without
It must have been love
(Must have been love)
But it's over now
It's where the water flows
It's where the wind blows.

It must have been love
(Must have been love)
But it's over now
(But it's over now)
It must have been good
But I lost it somehow
It must have been love
(Must have been love)
But it's over now
(But it's over now)
From the moment we touched
'Til the time had run out.

.the end.

shiver by coldplay*

2009-09-04T23:56:00.000-07:00

So I look in your direction,
But you pay me no attention, do you.
I know you dont listen to me.
cause you say you see straight through me, dont you.

On and on from the moment I wake,
To the moment I sleep,
Ill be there by your side,
Just you try and stop me,
Ill be waiting in line,
Just to see if you care.

Did you want me to change?
Well I change for good.
And I want you to know.
That youll always get your way,
I wanted to say,

(chorus)
Dont you shiver? shiver, shiver

Ill always be waiting for you,
So you know how much I need ya,
But you never even see me, do you?

And this is my final chance of getting you.

On and on from the moment I wake....
Did you want me to change? ...

Sing it loud and clear.
Ill always be waiting for you. (x3)
Yeah Ill always be waiting for you.
And its you I see, but you dont see me.
And its you I hear, so loud and clear.
I sing it loud and clear.
And Ill always be waiting for you,.
So I look in your direction,
But you pay me no attention,
And you know how much I need you,
But you never even seen me.

.the end.

adore icon no 4*

2009-09-04T23:27:00.000-07:00

K.A.T.E M.O.S.S

My 4th icon .Ouh my God .!See.....She is in my fav brands TOPSHOP .I cant believe it .She's awesome too .

adore icon no 3*

2009-09-04T23:18:00.000-07:00

L.I.L.Y C.O.L.E

My 3rd icon .Look at her babydoll face .What a creator on her .She's so awesome & cute too .HEHE

adore icon no 2*

2009-09-04T22:45:00.000-07:00

A.D.R.I.A.N.A L.I.M.A

WOW!she is my 2nd icon .She is so adorable & she has an exotic face! .Ouh she's so gorgouse isnt she?

adored icon no 1*

2009-09-04T22:29:00.000-07:00

K.Y.L.I.E M.I.N.O.G.U.E

She is my 1st icon .I really adored her because she have a SEXIEST feet i've ever met .Ouh i wish i have one too .HAHA!